Supposedly I was able to recieve my blood test report on monday. However it dragged until yesterday which is thursday. The clinic called me up and told me my blood has got infection. And the doctor wants me to go back and get some anti-biotic pills. Shall head to the clinic on next monday after school. Yesterday, had presentation early in the morning. Thanks to my team members, I've got A- for my presentation :) after school, went hougang to meet boyfriend and go down Plaza Singapura together to collect my "Melody" soft toy that boyfriend caught for me on wednesday just by using 5dollars ! :D Haven't got the time to upload photos, shall post it when I have the time to do so. Aftermath, walked our way down like we always do to find JoannaY at paragon. Sweet hor joanna?! Accompanied her to have her lunch, bf and i took bus back to PlazaSing that area to have Astons. Wanted to go down Ion to get the popcorns that joanna said is nice for our night movie. Turned out both of us feel kind of heaty after the meal. Went to play L4D 2 instead. Play until super dizzy and I vomitted -.- then bf force me eat yakun to fill my stomach again. :P After that its time for our movie, we caught "Ninja Assassin". Its SUPER BLOODY and DISGUSTING. But overall its quite nice :) Wondering what is the next movie that I'm gonna watch, probably "Case 39" ? :D
Rachel, Joanna, Hope to meet up real soon with you guys :)
Friday, November 27, 2009
Friday, November 20, 2009
When . . .
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
The gem in you. The hundredth days of commitment.
School was fine today. Had a lil rest during lecture. I'm laggin behind. I need to study. Too many things to stress. Work work work. Sighs.
I love edmund yeo.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Friends is how you define whether they are. Forever? no one knows how long it is going to take to call it forever. Whether I've cherished this friendship or not i know clearly more than anyone else. Do I always have to be the one to be initiative and ask you out, keep in touch, and contact you first to make you think I do cherish this friendship?! Its kind of obvious how you've treated me this old friend differently. Things turned out this way, is what you chose too. Think again, whether have I , or have not done my part. Was it you or I who have not TRIED HARDER to keep this friendship.
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Money - the root of evil.
I seriously can't take it any longer. I need my trip, to get away from all this stress and pain. Who says, living in a big house, studying in polytechnic, having great friends, a proper job, having a wonderful boyfriend, equals to happiness. How do you define happiness when it does not last forever. Problems after one another. Now i seriously hate myself for being over considerate on others. Choosing to help others when I can't even help myself, and my loved ones. Tears and pain just filled me day and night when I think of everything. If it was referring to some "friends" who take me for granted, i'm totally cool with it and can just shook off that thought haunting me. But now, its about family. One that has done wrong, the whole family bares the consequences. I want to be selfish, I don't wanna get involved. But whenever I came home with that broken family, I just can't sit there and be selfish. The pain that I've never expected it would come to me. Now everything's tearing apart, even if I have "everything" which some people think, just because of one person, one family member. I feel like a thousand stones hitting through my head now. I want to speak up, but I know, it's useless. Apart from the job of a girlfriend, at the same time, a 3rd yr student completing the last sem, an under-paid part-time promoter, a daughter of a worried mum, a sister of a insensible brother. Teach me how to use that 20% of happiness being a girlfriend, to cover the rest of the 80% of stress .
